Im So Tired

Im so tired..Like literally as soon as I get home I let out this huge sigh of relief that I am finally in my home with my boys...My house is my resting place...It feels like a home. It is decorated the way I want it (with the exception of our bedroom) its coming soon...Hopefully...But first money bank breaker im spending would have to be atlanta..But anyways back to my house...Its clean..I feel safe...The colder nights are helping me sleep better...I love my ceiling fan and my painted walls and all of that...But im tired...so tired..I just want to lay in my bed and not get out all weekend...So come to my surprise this morning is I wake up and all my gas is gone..I mean all of it...So this just adds to my tiredness...and now I dont feel safe anymore...when is it gonna get better when? its just one thing after another!