Have had a lot going on

I am having a very rough time right now but I would like to reflect on something else that is on my mind and that is the Eminem CD. Now I have been an Eminem fan for awhile now. I went and saw him in concert. I think the stuff he says is funny and raw and sometimes nasty. On the Slim Shady LP there is this little skit called "bitch"

((Justin, its Zoe, Um Kellie did not have me call youhowever I just listened to Eminem in her carIt is the most dicusting thing I have ever heardin my entire life and I seriously want to call hisfucking agent and tell them how fucking discustinghe is, it like makes me upset, I am now nausus andI cant eat lunch, goodbye ))

Now I always thought that this message was funny because I really didnt start listening to Eminems Albums until a day I went to the beach with Jasmin and she MADE me listen to it. But, I came to like his lyrics even with the killing of Kim (because I thought it was all in good fun and to get peoples attention) BUT...I got his new album RELAPSE and boy I cant listen to it...The 1-3 song not so bad...his mom giving him valium and zanex (typical eminem) BUT..once you hit number 4 its downhill...I now relived the sensation of an upset stomach and everything (hense referencing the message machine message in his second album)...I have now given the CD to Cj to do what he pleases and will not let him listen to it in my car because it literally makes me sick...he talks about killing women on not one but several occasions...he talks about his step dad molesting him in great detail...Its hard to listen too..Its not talking about drug use (well of corse but not in detail like in the first album)...its not talking about crazy relationship problems (some of that too) but I cant look past the fact that it is so raw it makes me want to throw up...like literally throw up and I didnt even eat dinner last night...seriously...I mean Seriously...