Emotional over Desperate Housewives?

So yesterday I watched desperate houswives.  I cried off and on through the whole thing?  Really thats lame.  I mean I really didnt know Mike Delfino personally right?  But, there were bits and pieces that made me cry not because of "Mike Delfino" but because of the fact that Susan lost her husband.  It made me think if i ever lost my husband what would I do?  I always thought men usually pass away first because women are the strong ones.  But, I dont know if that is the case in my situation.  If anything ever happened to CJ I would be just lost.  There are things that go by day to day that people may not appreciate.  He mows the lawn.  He takes care of my car (changes oil, checks tire pressure etc) he opens jars for me, carries heavy things, Takes care of Caden, makes sure I eat, tapes my favorite shows when I forget, warms up the car on cold days.  But not only that he is my best friend and I love him.  I could never imagine being without him.  Not just because of everything that he does for me, but who I am beacuse of him.  I think thats why I cried.  Because I need to show him every single day how much I love and appreciate him because you just never know what day will be your last.