Last night I was extremely exhausted. It is less than 2 weeks till our wedding and I am trying so hard to stay calm and enjoy. But, by the time I got home from a 2 hour commute and about an hour at the tanning salon, I needed to sleep. I got home...Caden was more hyper then ever. Jumping around everywhere. and all I wanted to do was watch some Gossip Girl and SLEEP. But, I got Caden to sit still for a few minutes and cuddled up on the couch with him to watch some cartoons. Then I proceeded to sneak upstairs to watch Gossip Girl and "happen to fall asleep". Now I know the Angel game was on but, :::::GASP:::: I didn’t seem to care at that point. So by the time Gossip Girl was over with several interruptions from Caden..I was up out of bed again. Watched the rest of the Angel game. Caught up on some TIVO. Watched Caden attempt to jump over several items at a time. Read some Shel Silverstein and headed to bed. Cj & I layed in bed and talked for probably over two hours. By the time I looked at the clock it was 1 AM. So today i'm more tired...more drained...more ready to crash and burn...but, I’m happy. I have a man that I still after all these years will sacrifice my sleep to talk to for over 2 hours. Can I tell you what we talked about...very vaguely...but, in the end it was worth getting out of bed...to watch my hyper little son attempt to hurt himself and to fall in love over and over again with the man i’m going to marry. Sleep? What’s being a little sleep deprived going to hurt.
2 comments:
You're right, it's better than being well rested and alone in life. If you're not tired, you're not living enough!! Hopefully you're going on a relaxing honeymoon and you can just chill for a while!
Love this!! You're absolutely RIGHT :)
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